i didn’t think that was going to suck as much as it did. having you so close yet i felt like you were so far away. It only sucked so much because i know its going to be that way more often. the only time i can hold you and kiss you is now limited to when we are alone pretty much. call me selfish but I’m sorry, I can’t blame you for hiding but you can’t blame me either. i dnt always want to be in your shadows…